Moment by Moment with the Lord

On September 21st, mine and my husband’s lives changed forever as we welcomed the baby who had been growing in my womb for nine months into the world!  In her first eight weeks outside the womb, our sweet little girl has already encouraged and challenged me to grow. One immediate change I’ve experienced in my day to day is how little my ideas of a plan or schedule really matter.  Of course, the words ‘plan’ and ‘schedule’ mean nothing to an eight-week-old, and that is the beauty (and challenge) of it.  By nature, I tend to be pretty go-with-the-flow and not much of a planner, but even a plan as simple as making breakfast and coffee when I get up in the morning may or may not come to fruition in the way I imagine now that I have a little one depending on me.  Breastfeeding, a diaper change, and/or a snuggle may all need to happen before I have a chance to take a sip of that coffee.  In short, any number of little things can re-route my simple daily plans.  Equally as often, I am anticipating my little girl getting hungry only to find that she is perfectly content and smiley, giving me an unexpected opportunity to get something done that I wasn’t expecting to do or enter into that smiley moment with her.  As I’ve begun to adjust to caring for my sweet little infant, I’ve realized how it encourages me to be present to the moment.  I can choose to cling to my ideal plan and be disappointed or upset when it goes differently, or I can choose to be open to what is most important moment by moment. 

Holiness is a calling that asks for our whole present selves first and foremost.  God asks us to come into His presence and everything else flows from there.  Plans and schedules are not bad at all – they are in fact very good.  A plan for our day or our entire life plan can be a beautiful source of Hope.  What’s important is that this Hope is rooted in the Lord and not the plan itself.  He is the source of all Hope and our plans only matter insofar as we don’t lose the source Himself in the midst of them.  We must learn detachment from the plans themselves.  And while our plans can be good, meaningful, and holy, God often has surprises up His sleeve anyway.  As a good friend of mine always says, “If you want to make God laugh, tell Him your plans.”    

In today’s Gospel, Jesus speaks of His second coming, when the “Son of Man is revealed” (Lk 17:30).  These Scriptures make me ask myself, “What can I be doing to be ready when the Lord comes?”  But I think that question can be misleading.  At the center of anything I am “doing” to prepare for the Lord, is the simple act of being in Him.  Through the grace of God, made concrete through our baptism and the other sacraments, we are in Him and called to remain in Him (Jn 15:4) moment by moment.  The Holy Spirit speaks to us and calls us outside of our own plans into His own.  At the core, we yearn to be so attune with Him that we don’t miss His voice because it didn’t fit into our own schedule. 

How do we become more attune with Him?  Talk to Him, spend time with Him, welcome Him in to every moment.  And as often as we forget to do this, ask Him to forgive us and start again, asking for His help because we can’t do this in our own power.  And He will.  He will teach us, just like He is teaching me through the presence of my daughter.  In a time where my prayer time is sporadic, He is teaching me through the very vocation He has given me.  He is speaking a specific lesson to me through my daughter in these first weeks of her life.  I ask Him to help me be open with each moment so I don’t miss an opportunity to play with her when she is awake or use the time she is sleeping peacefully to eat something… or write this reflection.  My motherly instincts are encouraging me to become attuned to my daughter and what she is communicating to me.  And so it is with the Lord… He welcomes us to become attuned to Himself so we may not miss the important things He is communicating to us.  How is He currently communicating to you through your life, and how can you invite Him in more fully to each moment?

Lord, I welcome you into this day, into each moment.  Teach me how to surrender my plans and live more truly moment by moment with you.  In Christ we pray, Amen.

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Melissa

Melissa is a wife, mama, and Catholic artist striving to be a vessel for the Holy Spirit. Whether onstage or with a pen and paper, she finds deep joy and fulfillment in sharing God's truth and beauty through singing, acting, and writing. She has performed on Broadway and in the National Tour of Les Misérables. Currently, she is pursuing a M.A. in Theology through Augustine Institute, and alongside her husband, Stephen, does music ministry, having previously led the music of Frassati Fellowship in NYC.

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